it’s been way too long since i last wrote here.
masters has been CRAZY. there’s always a 101 things to do and never enough time to ever have a chance to complete it.
though i must admit that i’m at a brand new low.i do not know how to continue doing what i’m doing.
self esteem is definitely in the pits. both concerning my self image and well the fact that maybe i’m not quite smart enough to actually be doing masters.
ahh well.no time to be complaining. gotta get right back to studying and well hopefully some exercise.otherwise the way i’m going.i’ll be in the news as the world fattest man.
study study study.
jonny lang- breaking me
Every day I see your face I wish I’d stayed
Don’t even know what made me run away
It’s just the way I play the game
Emotional is not a word I’d use to explain myself
But now I’m down upon my knees
Baby please take me back
I don’t want to be in love but you’re makin’ me
Let me up I’ve had enough. Girl you’re breakin’ me
Here I am just half a man standing alone
Feeling like I lost my only chance
At happiness when I let you go
I don’t want to be alone thinkin’ bout you girl
I got nothin’ left to hold in this lonely world
The first time my heart was ever touched
Was the day I lost your love
I can feel it in my flesh and blood
My soul can only take it so much
So there it is. Why can’t you give us one more try
You and I could find a way to live
If you let me in one more time
I know you lost your faith in me but I still believe
Can I make you understand, can I make you see
That I’m desperate for your love and it’s breakin’ me
It’s breakin’ me